January 12th, 2006

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Who the hell does Maureen think she is?! Our engagement party and she flirts with the damn hostess! What the fuck is going on there? If she didn't want to get engaged, why did she bother saying that she would? Was this all just one big joke to her, because if it is I want to know whats so funny about it. I hate arguing infront of people but that pushed me over the edge last night. Sorry to all of you who witnessed it. I haven't seen her since last night when we both stormed out, and frankly, I don't care to see her. I don't care if I ever see her again right now. Who does she fucking think she is. I can't do this anymore..I won't. I gave her everything, what more does she want? If I had done that she would have blown her top at me and I'd probably be dead, but because it was her doing it, she simply laughed it off and said there'd always be women in rubber flirting with her. That may be so but it doesn't mean you have to flirt back for fucks sake!
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